Where Were You When I Loved You?

I asked for a nurse, 

as I was bleeding out 

into the universe. 

All the magic had left the world, 

and there you stood. 

We were outside and 

you asked to see my eyes. 

It had been a decade, 

give or take. 

You said you were leaving in December, 

somewhere south to find your mother. 

Where were you when I loved you? 

Maybe I didn't love you more than you loved me, 

Im just blessed with the catastophy, 

of a better memory. 

I hope you see me, disappearing into the scenery 

of horses and summary.