Clear Waters

I am the anchor, 

that brings down the light of the day.

I am the savior, 

who awaits congratulatory pay. 

I am the victim, 

happily forcing the hand into blame. 

I am all of this, 

with out report, 

because we hide the wells of ourselves, 

because we contort, 

because we can not, will not

control the beast that is our 

unmanageable -

ungovernable -

untamable -

and most importantly-

unloveable love.

The water is clear, 

I see right through.

I’m only alive, 

when Im drowning in you.